Tuesday, October 28, 2008!
fana HandWritten on; 5:36 AM
hey hey !
so long since i've posted and deres alot to say.
the good and the bad, all happened and with the help of god, i managed to pull thru even tho i knw its not over yet. deres still more to come and i gotta be ready for anything. i got to always rmbr no matter how lonely we feel we are, or how bad the condition we are in, deres always god in our lives who is willing to help us anytime and give his blessing for us. and us only, those who ask for it and those who really believe dat god looks over us. i've heard alot of stories of life which i find very intresting.
sumtimes, we just gotta sit back and think, no matter how long it takes, just think and think thru. and definitely, the light will come and shine on you , and dats when u realise, sumthings are meant to happen and we cant force ourselves to stop it, cos dats life, its all planned out by god. we can only plan, but no one knows wad will really happen.
i've met new frends, got back with old frends, tighten frendships, and many more dis few days. and i begin to see wads life. wad has life planned for me. no one knws, we can only see and feel but wad happens later, only god knws;D
i'm very luck now to have gd frends around me. and im very very happy to be frends again with my ex. i wanna see u happy. and im really sry if i dnt have feelings for u like b4 anymore okeh. i cnt control my feelings, i nid to find myself. im still trapped in the mirror world, where i see myself, and who i've become but i have not seen wad i'm capable of and i dnt wanna act liek sumone im not, cos dats just not me. and im sure no one wants to see me acting like a totally different person. all i want is time, and mre time to think. i hpe u understand.
