Thursday, August 14, 2008!
fana HandWritten on; 2:50 AM
a week of troubles.
everything's not right agian.but i knw, there is sure to be a reason behind all of this.
i wan to ! and i will, my dear. for i care so much about you, and i wan u to realise wad life is really about.
pple always say 'enjoy life' but do anyone knw wad life is really about.
life is actually a period of time to test pple.to test everything pple need and pple have to have.
tests of which sum pple cant bear to go thru and just give up, why do u think pple commit suicide?
its all becos of these tests which god had laid for us, and everyone has different kinds of test.
wen u walk out of you home, u see human beings, all with different stories of life, different problems in different situations.
but have dey all tried asking b4 why? why does all this happen, there must be a reason for it.
and tell u the truth, im not great enuf to knw too.
im like u ad me.
i have feelings, i have emotions.
i do cry, i do laugh.
but i have a reason for doing dat.
and the reasons might nt be the same as other.
but im not great enuf to knw everyone's.
but i do knw, about urs.
u are still lost my dear.
in a world i couldn't enter.
and solve all the problems within.
but i really wish i could.
for i care for you.
alot.
and i do not wish to see u, have to go thru every bits of ur life like dat.
as u are my dear.
who i wish to spend my life with.
but ur world, is just too dangerous and mysterious.
dat i cant even undestand.
some of the things you do sumtimes.
but i still.
love you.
