Thursday, March 20, 2008!
fana HandWritten on; 6:17 AM
HEY DERE!
hahahahahahha
super duper long time never blog alrd!
well, firstly my team got into national rounds!
then, i jus got back my results and OMG !
and lastly, i love HIM!
im really sry if i cant spend as much time with you rite now.
i am really busy withschwork and stuff, im not purposely doing it, really.
hai, if only anyone would try to understand me.
i really cant live like this.its really hard.i know i have not been a good gf to u cos i have been spending too much time with my cca but uts not my choice! i cant make this decision! i have to be fair to everyone around me.i tried, ok, i tried to make everyone around me happy being mith me but i think im trying too much that pple are over expecting me to do stuff which i cant manage and if i cant do it, they woulg think bad of me.seriously, i would really appreciate it isomeone were to come up to me and sayy, i know what you are goign thru rite now. juggling between 3 important things in my life.i think im cariong more about the pple around me until i dont care about my own self.how i feel, how i look, how i do in sch OR in LIFE.
i really feel like going to sumwhere with the pple i care and just let everything go.just let it all out.even my family dont understand me.hai...why is life so unfair to me.everyday, i go to sch with a smile hoping to hear good news everytime but everytime its smtg hurtful but i still keep my smile cos i know this smile will make some pple around me feel good.altho deep2 inside, i dont feel good.